Friday, January 15, 2016

The Love Affair



So, this is the love affair:
Two people that were not supposed to be together.
We were on different worlds.
We are talking Prince Charming falling for the Evil Stepsister. Superman falling for Lex Luthor.
More than that.
It is a King falling in love with a criminal slave. A holy man falling for a prostitute. A queen falling for a pauper. A cop falling for the thief he arrested.
It is like that but on a cosmic, eternal level.
So, this perfect, heroic, holy, beautiful superhero/king of person for some reason finds that he loves the ugliest, poorest person who is not only in a completely different class, but hates this wonderful person. t is like Jack and Rose but worse... we never should have even met. The law set in stone demanded my death and my separation from this king.
Did I mention that this king was the one who set that law in place? He is the exact opposite of everything I am, and has the right to end me in a blink... forever.
Let me put it this way: I am the one person who should never be and never could be near even his shadow.
And yet he falls for me.
His perfectly clean arms want to take my filthy existence into them and hold them closely.
This is a diamond loving every ugly, nasty part of a dirty rock.
Yet... the diamond tells me that I am not a dirty rock. Slowly, he "makes me new."
He smoothes out my flaws. Sometimes it is painful, but eventually I realize he is not changing me. He is simply showing me how blind I have been.
He is showing me how beautiful and worthy I am.
No matter my flaws or mistakes, no matter my sin or skeletons, no matter my inconsistencies, embarrassing moments, addictions, fears, and struggles, he pursues me.
He is jealous. Not of me. But for me.
He tells me I'm worthy of his furious love... a love I know should not exist. But he calls me his precious child. His bride. His friend. His brother. His sister. His son. His daughter. His one true love.
This is the love affair between me and God.

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Not A Silent Night: My Perspective on the Christmas Story

    It was not a silent night. No. For it had been silent too long. There had been silent weeks, months, years, centuries, in fact. It had been silent for 400 years. Silence from God. But just because God was silent, does not mean that He was absent. He was with us for 400 years, waiting, watching, but still silent. Though the people prayed and hoped, it seemed like it was going to be yet another silent night… but it was not.
    ...Suddenly, the heavens broke open! Stars themselves danced in the sky to declare that something miraculous had happened. Heavenly beings from another world celebrated, their voices carrying throughout the earth. It was a day of joy, wonder, and excitement for all the world. It was a day of peace and goodwill towards man. Though it was not winter, it was the first Christmas ever. But it was more than that…
    ...it was the night that God left His throne to become one of us.
    An event so cosmic, so cataclysmic, and just plain crazy cannot be called a silent night.
    Ancient prophets had spoken of the event generations before. Before the 400 years of silence, God had told them that one day a child would be born to rescue mankind. People were not sure what to expect. They were told that the child would be a King, and born in the little town of Bethlehem. They knew that much. But what a strange place for a King to be born. Bethlehem was such a little place. Most people figured that the King would be born against the backdrop of a palace, trained to lead his people to victory. At that time, the Roman Empire oppressed the people, taking away their basic human rights and worshiping false gods. Most people believed that the King would defeat the Romans and rule the Earth with a mighty hand and a mighty sword. They thought they would rejoice, as the true King judged those who were evil and made glorious those who were good.
    Yet, most of those people were asleep on the night it actually happened.
    Even with the angels singing their hearts out, the stars proclaiming the event, and even with kings and wise men coming from distant lands to honor the birth of the promised King…
    ...it was only the humble who heard them sing, who saw the stars, who traveled from so far away to see a child. A baby. An infant born in a barn.
    Indeed on such a miraculous night, a night that would split the calendar in two, a night that all of history itself had been building to… most of the world was fast asleep.
    The King that had come to save the world was born in shabby barn in the outskirts of a small town that nobody paid attention to. The God of the universe chose to dwell among us, not as royalty in a palace or as a mighty, army-leading general, but as weak, innocent, frail, and beautiful baby boy. His mother was a humble teenage girl that nobody paid much attention to. Her husband was a carpenter whose royal bloodline had been forgotten. His crib was a feeding-trough.
    Why had the world missed this? They had been looking forward to the promise of a Savior King for so long? How could they have slept through the most monumental, impossible event of history?
    Could it be that they did not understand what they had been looking forward to?
    Perhaps, if they had, they would have understood that God is not an old man sitting on a throne in the sky waiting for the world to bow to him because of his power. He is not a judge with a gavel and wig anticipating the next criminal and the next sentence. Nor is he a great general raising an army to conquer the world.
    The nature of God in human form is embodied best perhaps in that of an infant. More than that… an infant born in a barn with forgotten parents and only shepherds, angels, and wise men to bow to him.
    He is humble.
    He did not come to be served by men and women, but to serve men and women.
    He did not come to conquer the world through force, but melt hearts through love and grace.
    He did not come to judge the world, but to save it.
    How?
    By ultimately doing the most humble thing the God of the universe, the very embodiment of life itself, could do:
    He died on a cross, naked, broken, ugly, bleeding… and powerless.
    In 1995, Joan Osborn wrote a song “What If God was One of Us?” It is a beautiful piece of music, and became a One Hit Wonder. But the answer to that question was answered on that first Christmas night, over two thousand years ago.
    What If God Was One Of Us?
    He would be poor, weak, forgotten, and lowly. Because God does not like to be anything but a servant… meek and humble. Like an infant.
    People, even today, all around the world are looking for God.
    Just like the Israelites did all those two thousand years ago, they have heard promises of when or how they will find the God of the universe. They try everything they can, and follow every leader they hear about, and give everything to climb their way up the mountain of glory to find God.
    Yet, like the people of Israel on that first Christmas night, they miss Him everyday. Even tonight, they will lay in their beds, and sleep right past God, just like they did two thousand years ago.
    They will not find God in a palace, a big house, a cathedral, a church, a temple, a courthouse, or deep in isolation in a cave on a mountain somewhere.
    That is not where anyone will find God.
    If it is big, flashy, noisy, holy, or rich… it will be yet another silent night for the one looking for God.
    If you are looking for God do not go to those places, you will not find God there.
    Where is God? He will be found in the most humble of places, the places most in need of a servant… not a general, judge, or royal.
    He is where the children are born. He is where the sick lay dying.
He is where the homeless try to keep themselves warm on a cold winter’s night, just as he was where the lowly, smelly shepherds were all those two thousand years ago.
He is where the rejected young girl, called a slut and whore, is hiding away, just as he was with Mary.
He is where the businessman, who lost everything, is walking, wandering how to tell his family. This is just like he was with Joseph, whose royalty was forgotten by the world around him.
Look around you. Find the weak, the broken, the meek, the poor… the humble.
That is where God is. Just as He was so long ago on that first Christmas night.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

I Loved You At Your Darkest


I Loved You At Your Darkest
Romans 5:8
            Romans 5: 8 says that “God demonstrates His Love for us in this way: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”
I used to be convinced that though God is Love, He could hate certain people: people who turned away from him. But if the Gospel is proof of anything, it is that God loves us so much He is willing to die for us.
There is a common saying people are tattooing on their bodies next to the reference for “Romans 5:8”. It says “I loved you at your darkest”. A little corny? Maybe. I like it. Its true. However, I think a far more impacting statement is this: “I died for you at your darkest.” Because He didn’t just love us. He loved us enough to die for us.
Like Paul writes in the same chapter of Romans, there are only a few people who would die for a good person. And yet God loved us so much, He died for us when we were bad people. He died for us after we ran away from Him, cursed His name, and spit in His face. And He would gladly do it again.
I personally would love a tattoo that said “Loved as I am. Not as I should be.” Because I am. Brannon Manning once said that he believes that when we die and meet Jesus He will ask us one question and one question only: “Did you believe that I loved you? That I desired you? I longed to be with you day after day? That I longed to hear the sound of your voice?”
So many people think that they have to earn God’s love. They think that they have to do all these good things, or at least not do bad things. Others think that they have no chance of God loving them because of the things they have done or the person they are. “I’m too far gone,” they think. Let me tell you something right now. Let Jesus tell you the same thing: That is a lie!
Jesus doesn’t care about the things we do. The truth is that He is perfect and the Bible says that all the good things we do are only like dirty rags compared to Christ. He knows we can’t live up to Him. That’s why He died for us. The only thing He wants is for us to know His love. To let it engulf us, and take us over. He wants us to feel it, and believe it. He wants you to know that He loves you. Not the person next to you. Not the pastor. Not the bus driver. Not your best friend. Not Billy Graham or Mother Teresa. He wants you to know He loves YOU for the person you are. Not the person you should be. Because, as Brannon Manning says, you’re never gonna be as you should be. None of us are ever gonna be as we should be.